I had signed up for the event some months ago when I felt better and was trying to get back into shape. My migraine issues have kept me sidelined for the most part so I wasn't as prepared as I hoped to be. By mile 9 I was feeling it and by mile 11 it was really starting to hurt. I wanted to call it a day and skip finishing the full distance but then I remembered my discomfort paled in comparison to those I was competing for. The patients with blood diseases can't call it a day or just quit because it's hard. So I took a few mental deep breaths and pushed through.
As I write this I am soaking my muscles in Epsom salts, hoping to loosen them up a bit before I retire for the night. While last night and today haven't been ideal, I learned something about myself - I am stronger than I thought. I would have liked to finish the distance stronger and faster than I did, however the most important part is that I didn't give in. My daily readings have been reminding me that we can do more than we sometimes lead ourselves to believe. No one was watching me or expecting me to finish however I knew I had to. It is a great feeling - hopefully one I can build on for the next few months.
I also decided this weekend that I would dedicate my half Ironman to raising funds for the MS Society, my mom and my cousin. I want my hard work to benefit more than just myself. It is a great way to become even more motivated in my goals. It will also help keep me off the Dr. Pepper - 16 days and counting!
Location:Alapoai St,Mililani,United States
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