Now for the big day! It began around 2:30 am - which turns out to be okay b/c I still slept over 6 hours, better than most pre-race nights! I was feeling good about the day - especially the swim - my nemesis. I played a few games of Sudoku to relax myself. It was a very laid back morning.
Todd and I headed for transition at 5am. Once we arrived, I took off to get my bodymarking, drop off my special needs bags, pump up my bike tires, drop off last minute nutrition in my bags, etc. I hung out with Todd until about 6:25 and then I headed down to the water.
I dove in once the pros took off and surprisingly, I didn't have any anxiety. I swam slowly up to the start line and chatted with some of the 2300 other triathletes bobbing around me. We sang the national anthem and then off went the cannon! I took off swimming - better start than normal for me - until some guy accidentally caught my leg and pulled me under. I had to take a few minutes to collect myself again after that however I was able to start moving forward again relatively quickly.
I thought once I crossed that timing mat from the swim and headed for my bike it was going to be all "downhill" from there, so to speak. It turns out that the swim was the easiest portion of my shorten day! To say the bike course was miserable would be a grose understatement. Added to our 96 degree weather was a 15mph head wind for all except 2-3 miles of the outbound leg. I should probably also mention that it is also a gradual uphill climb for the entire 18 miles.
My first half of the first leg was WRETCHED. My stomach decided that the lake water I had consumed wasn't agreeing with it, so that had to go. I hit about mile 12 and just wanted to quit - I was pushing against that wind and barely breaking 9-11mph on average. There is nothing more disheartening than feeling like you aren't even moving when you are clearly exterting a lot of effort. I finally reached the turnaround, convinced that my day was going to be over when I got back to transition. THEN I started flying back - hit 29mph at one point, coasting. I averaged around 19-20mph on the way back, so there was still hope that I could make the 3 bike cut-offs.

Generally, in Ironman racing, there is only 1 bike cut-off, 10.5 hours into the race or 5:30pm. This race, however, they added 2 cut-offs - one at the start of the 3rd lap (must be completed by 8 hours or 3pm) and one at the turnaround point of the 3rd lap (must be completed by 9.25 hours or 4:15pm). The wind was causing me to be concerned about making the 2nd of the the 3.
I managed to cut almost 20 minutes off of my outbound split however the heat and mileage was starting to take a toll and I averaged just under 18mph on the way back. I also had another lovely run-in with my stomach on the way out. I started the 3rd lap with 1:22 left to make the 2nd cut-off. It was going to require pushing hard to make however I thought I could just make it. Then I hit the first aid station and they didn't have any water left. Umm...yikes! It's a bit hard to push when you only have Gatorade and no water to drink or cool yourself off with. The next aid station wasn't for another 10 miles. Needless to say, I had to back off for safety and didn't make it.
Most people would look at a 9 hour and 15 minute day for exercise as a major feat. Okay, I will concede that it is however it doesn't make the disappointment any less. I did conquer 2.4 miles swimming and 94 miles on the bike. I also have to remind myself that I have been sick and I missed most of my final month of training - which is actually quite key as the long training rides, swims and runs are in those weeks. I am definitely not making excuses, just trying not to be so hard on myself. I burst into tears (yeah, yeah - I was exhausted, overheated and frustrated) when they told me I couldn't continue. One of the volunteers came over to tell me that I was amazing for getting where I did and that I should be proud of myself. Everything in perspective, right?
On a lighter note, Michellie Jones (my favorite female pro triathlete) passed me on the bike course and offered some words of encouragement. It is trully awesome to get to be on the same course as phenomenal athletes like her. What other sport can you say you are competing with a professional athlete? Yeah, they kick my arse, but it's still really cool to realize you are standing next to someone famous who is going to be covering the exact same miles as you are. :)
So now I will set my sights for Ironman Canada 2009. I will take the next 6 months off from IM training (still have a marathon and the Colorado Relay to train for) and then try again. I will cross the finish line and I will have Mike Reilly say "Emily Hatch, you are an Ironman!".
Thank you to everyone who has supported me throughout my journey to this race. A huge thanks to my brother for being my support crew and being amazing!! You are the best, little bro. All of the words of encouragement were running through my head during those moments when I felt like packing it in. :) Love you guys...